Johnny//21M//NSFW

My blog is a Deck of Many Things- sometimes you're gonna get fucked, sometimes you get gold, but no guarantee what is next in queue.

These Days…

I’ve come to learn more about myself from my friends. And learn who really is and isn’t in my inner circle for my own good.

I’m shit. Like not even feeling like it- in just garbage these days.

I look at myself from a few months ago and compare it to myself today and I’m appalled. I blamed others for things not working out- including myself.

I’m up 20 pounds essentially, eating almost as bad as I did before Texas, shit physical condition, and my conversation topics are none which haven’t been recycled. My common sense is practically gone and put simply:

The man I was hates the man I am.

Instead of moping, I’m planning to fix my life.